Keep Away!

He's coming. At the end of next month, he's coming. After telling him to stay away, after warning him with facts from our horrible past--he's coming. What can I do now but run? Or hide? Or move?? What else is there? He won't listen to me. What do I know, right? What are my logical, honest opinions to someone who's entirely alone? I ought to know having learned the hard way, (through Victor), exactly how blind someone can be when they are alone and under the influence of the "quarter-life crisis". That blind urge to find someone to settle down and mate with--yes--I was victim to that. But now I have seen past that, through to the error of my ways. How can I show Nathan his thoughts are just as erroneous? He won't listen to my reasoning from afar. Would him being here and listening to me face to face prove successful? I fear meeting him. I fear what might happen. But yet I feel that I must stand my ground and face him when he comes up if only to save him by finally clarifying the obvious he is temporarily blinded to--that we could never be.