The Inner Child...

I appologize for it being so long since the last update on this "situation". Well, things had looked good--it appeared as if he would be leaving me alone for good. But no. The other morning when I was about to leave for work, he was coming down the stairs just as I was getting into my car. I pretended not to notice, but he came over and opened my door... I had my seatbelt on, so when he did that, he basically jerked me forward. He appologized, and like a child I denied having seen him coming. Then he tried to kiss me after his "have a good day" and I told him my breath was horrible. So, that night he came by around 7, because I "had to watch" Seinfeld. This continued for a couple days, but whenever he tried anything, I told him that I wasn't in the mood because of my period coming. Three days ago I came by his place after class to watch Seinfeld with him as I felt bad for the way I'd been treating him, even though I know that's the way it must be. I was very nice to him, massaging his back, rubbing his head, and hold him. But then something nasty came out of his mouth that just set me on edge: he had a problem with women.. This was not the first time he'd said something nasty about women. I ground my teeth and tried to hold back, but then when he said I shouldn't cut my hair because I'll "look like a butch" I just lost it and unleashed myself--he met up with "the modern woman" at last. I left, and since then the inner stuborn child has been at the forefront, ignoring him completely and hiding herself away from such a creep. She won't come out until she has her way. Perhaps this will be the end at last? One could only hope...