I am a Slut

Yeah--it's true. Let's see--I'm hanging around a guy who's ten years my senior, I let him touch and fondle me, lay on my bed, and then convince me to sleep in the same bed with him just last night. So yes, I am the trashiest of tramps. Plus, being in his bed last night made me break out in an itchy rash that covered almost my entire body except my face. So who knows what kind of bugs he has, or when the last time it was that he washed his bedding. But regardless, I just jumped right in, on a work night nonetheless. (Did I mention that my job is suffering and it looks like I will be fired soon?) So last night I snuck out of his bed at about 2:30 am because I really couldn't sleep anyway and I was itchy, and I was sick of him farting and snoring. But hey, what do you expect when you are whorey enough to go out with a guy a decade older than you? That means that I was 10 when he was 20! That is unreal...and sad. I've been making up daily excuses so he won't try to become intimate with me. But these will not hold out for long. So, what now? What am I going to do with my pathetic life? I don't know--I just don't know...